There's a need to rise. It's one against the world, it's tough, but still I have to do it, taking the initiative is important, if I don't, who will? CG 10, CG 11? Dragging for years, and still dragging, if only I came earlier, so I could wake up earlier and start doing what I'm supposed to do. No point now, I've to leave anyway, complete my mother school while I can, better than leaving with nothing.
Found 2 good books at library today, The Reason For God and sex is not the problem (lust is). Growth, I hunger more, Love, I sought for, Grace, I'll die for.
